
09/04/06
Ah, to be connected again. Hard-wired, jacked in, plugged, connected. The up is that I have you to talk to again.
The down is now i have all the messages that need replying. Who'd have thought work would find ways to keep
a fella busy during his lack of internet at home :P
Three days in the valley. Three days in the sun. A little work. A little play. Who am I kidding, a LOT of work.
What in the world was I doing in Arizona again so soon?
09/14/06
Ants under my skin. Spiders in my hair. Another week with the insomniac jitters
09/25/06
Even stories that are true eventually get translated into myth. Sometimes the truer the words, the less believable
they become. Or maybe its just all confused in my head
09/26/06
The world revolves and devolves and melts in front of my eyes. My brain head-butts my skull in hopes to
damage my vision but in the end, my memories kill me worse than my eyes ever could.
10/09/06
Sometimes, i have to remind myself that I'm no longer a dog. Dependent. Needy and soft. Sometimes i have to
remind myself that I'm no longer a bear. Strong. Versatile and sharp. Some days i have to remind myself that I
am what I am. A man. A boy and all at once.
10/10/06
Hours deceive where lies tell truth-es. The world moved on despite me. Beside me.. Oh well. I guess the world
is mine to create.
10/16/06
Often times, the hardest step isn't the first. Its the second or third or twenty third. Sometimes its the just the
thought between steps that decides if you're moving forward or back.
10/18/06
Change is the ONLY constant in life. Change for the better. Change for the worse. Change just for the sake of
changing. It happens to the ready and those far from it. I'm not ready. I don't want the responsibility. This is
not what I signed up for.
10/24/06
Willing participants or absentee witnesses, does it matter?
10/25/06
Heh, i'd forgotten the effects of sleep deprivation. I've been up long enough to hit those random thoughts and
flesh out those epiphanies i'll never remember when i eventually sleep and wake up. I'm not quite at the point of
hallucinations yet. Mmmmm, HA-LUCY-NATION iz fUn!!!
10/26/06-10/29/06
Too busy for this stuff :( Family in town....lots of them :D
10/31/06
HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!! I'm a bloody mess and i think this shirt is going to be permanently pink from the
blood stains. FUN!!!